Well I have never been a proper relationship with anyone in my life men or woman I struggled through my teenage years not being in a relationship I saw my siblings find love, and are all in straight relationships I am now in my thirties and worry about whether I may find someone my problem is as I have never been in a relationship with either men nor woman I worry that I might be gay I have always questioned my sexuality for years but if I am gay how will my family take it how can I cope with this new change I hope maybe that I am straight but if I am not then I can accept it but how will I know until I fall in love with a man or woman I am so confused.